Ambling and Rambling

I feel as if I ought to ramble, so here I go...

I recieved a package from Worldview Academy including several brochures and, to my astonishment, the brochures had six pictures of me in them. I believe the photographer was stalking me...

I've recently experienced several things in my life that were confusing at first, but then I slowly made sense of it all...after the fact of course. The lies of your closest friends cut the deepest...but then again my suspicions are not to be considered fact, and I've lied before too. I always attempt to look for the best in people, social optimism if you will, but sometimes it's hard to see past things. I want to be a trusted friend, but I feel as though few of my friends trust me. Maybe--I've always seemed to fight it--I'm a social outcast, since I'm not as "wordly" as most; but then I couldn't possibly feel lonely, for I have friends who agree with me, or rather live like me, though i don't get to see them as much as others...

Looking to buy a guitar currently...considering possibilities of writing and recording at present (for money of course)...opportunities opening...I'm extremely blessed!

I realized recently that my focus on God should take a newer and higher level...[(Creed) Can you take me higher?...]

This has been an ambling ramble with Jon...hope to hear from you!